Who is more annoying Tim Tebow or Peyton Manning or America and New Orleans?

Sports makes me angry because it loves to pat itself on its back all the time.  Look at Peyton Manning the greatest QB ever who has never seen an ad he hasn't liked.  If there is a bigger corproate stooge in the world I can't think of him.  It is funny how rich white folks fall over themselves for the Peyton Mannings of the world even though he stands for nothing.  I mean he is a guy who throws a football and does bad advertisements.   I am curious why that makes him this great human being.  You all have read the bible.. it is easier for a camel to get through the eye of the needle than a rich person to get into the kingdom of heaven.  Do you think that changes because he can throw a football?

I guess then you will likely think Tim Tebow is this wonderful human being who goes on TV and judges everyone who dares to have an abortion... who likely believes in creationism even though H1N1 is deadly because of evolution.. even though creationism relies on the fact we came from Adam and Eve and are a product of incest.. even though it is the fundamentalists which are a big reason for the war in Iraq... sorry but I do not believe a person being Christian makes him or her a good person when the Jesus they portray would have a machine gun and wouldn't give decent education and healthcare to poor people in the US... where you almost have to become a star athlete so your mom can not work 14 hours a day, 7 days a week to feed her kids.. where their are more guns, drugs and booze in the poor parts of America than bibles..

Even worse is New Orleans and  how you all love to say look at how wonderful this is for them but all you ever show is Burbon Street cause frankly that is the only place you ever want to go in New Orleans.. the rest of the place is scary.. not safe.. the police and politicians are corrupt.. I mean you all waited a week to send in help cause frankly who really cares about poor black folk right?  Well in Haiti apparently cause then your missionaries can try to take kids out without proper paperwork.. it is funny how missionaries have to go to poor places to find converts to brainwash cause anyone with an education will say your an idiot...

Wake the fuck up people.. Peyton Manning is just a guy who can throw a football.. Tim Tebow was just a good college QB... they are just people, no better or worse than those people who you didn't care enough to help in New Orleans... Wake the fuck up..

honestly how do you not see that the policies of the rich, white, bible thumping creationists.. aka republicans are discriminatory basically saying the rich are worth more than the poor..

Here is something for you to chew on...   you know the crazy thing is you all would of killed Jesus too.. cause he wouldn't set foot in your churches.. he wouldn't sit with your leaders.. he would walk with the poor.. he would heal all people regardless of healthcare coverage.. all men are equal and anything that says otherwise is an affront to faith... god.. love.. and BULLSHIT..

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Am I too hard on the kid?

Sometimes I think I am too hard on people.  My old basketball coach said I would shut down if he was ever hard on me.  It is hard sometimes for people with little confidence to not get down on themselves.  I guess for me seeing Rocco not take things as serious as I think makes me mad.  Maybe that is age talking because when I gave a speech at the end of my basketball career I could see all the times I went out instead of working out, I slept in instead of shooting a 1000 shots each day.. I took a shower instead of running wind sprints.  That is the cruel irony of life.. the thing you wonder.. do we get another chance in some parallel reality even though deep down we know the scars inside likely would lead to the same place...

Still at 33 I look back at my life and I ran from girl to girl trying desperately to find someone to love me enough so I would love me.. and they never do.. and it gets so much harder.. first love is hard to lose.. but so is the next one.. next one.. and the thing about life is as you get older you lose stuff.. things that use to give you joy don't and it is so much harder to get out of the funk...

When I look at Rocco I see a kid who has natural talent and heart... I also see someone who is so lost in terms of who he is that right now he seems to be searching for something.. and maybe that is why he is not ready to be a rock star.. it would destroy him the pressure of it.. I just don't want him to throw it away.. to live with the regret I do..

but the thing is about being great at something you have to give u so much.. your music has to come first and you have to be willing to make it happen yourself.  It is not babes and beer until you have spent 18 hours a day making a song perfect for 2 weeks...

being great.. making the rock n roll hall of fame doesn't just happen anymore.... you have to want it not in words but in action.. when your friends go out you are at home working on your craft.. when some bad hot girl wants to date you have to walk away and say sorry I have things I want to accomplish in life.. when your parents fight is when you turn on the music and sing...

Maybe it is confidence.. maybe Rocco needs the adoration of friends and fans because the rest of his life makes him sad.. the consequences of having someone say I do not love you.. the most horrible thing in the world to hear.. it rips at you inside.. and you feel like there is something wrong with you cause you can't let go so easily.. cause it always hurts.. and all you want is to not feel anything.. and the music drowns out the noise inside...

Which I get.. which I struggle with too.. broken people trying to make dreams happen... and I can't help him.. cause he has to reach that point in his life where he hates letting anyone make him feel that way.. where he is tired of depending on other people to make him feel good about himself... and he takes his life into his own hands...

because I can't make rocco a star.. I can only guide him along the right path.. he has to do the work....

so I am giving this to god to figure out... when I have 10 covers of just rocco singing in his room... videos.. of that.. then I will know he is serious..

until then a prayer for him I would ask...

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Why do you waste so much money on advertising?

First off that was not cool, not standing by Tiger... afterall it was your fault he got all those girls.  He used your razors and in your commercials you basically say a smooth shave will get you laid.. who knew that a good shave could cause that effect.. dam tiger.. but hey if you had to pick a guy to pass on his DNA from an evolutionary standpoint.. who would be better than Woods.

Really the only question is does he have the Asian site pee pee or the Black size...

Ok now that I have told that joke why do you even advertise.. I mean Gillete does give the best shave a man can get.. it is one of the few razors that does not slit your throat...

truth is you should put out warnings.. it is not axe that drives the girls crazy but gillete.. and I have the best idea for a new shaving cream that can double as water base lube.. shaving cream.. but water base lube so a guy can not get bugged.. and a father can give his kid a 100 condoms and your shaving cream.. and that way young people will learn to use condoms.. think of how cleaner carpets and bathtubs will be... seriously another site without a favicon.. arg.. I hate you flash..

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Valentines day is trying to get me to kill myself...

After things didn't go well with the ex on new years when I texted her to the point of her almost throwing in the towel of our friendship I have been able to keep things cool... meaning I have been able to give her the space a friend gives another friend... unfortunately it seems like every site I ever gave my email to is against me...

Hampton wants me to rent a room for a vday get together...

jibjab wants me to make fun of the girlfriend I don't have...

sunwing which lies about beachfront property and does not bother to respond to my emails.. wants me to take a vacation with...

Flouraqueen wants me to send flowers to...

Amazon, ebay... you name it..... they are all against the igebadia...

It is too bad they don't have an option where it only sends that spam me if I have my relationship status in facebook as girlfriend.. but then again all these companies who are trying to make me depressed would spam my feed for all to see.. cause that is what you do as a developer.. spam.. spam.. spam right up the ass...

Too bad they don't spam me a girlfriend who I can actually have a valentines day with...

not that I actually want a girlfriend... it is just it is hard not to wish you had one for the one day we need to remember to be nice to the one we love...

so I get to be depressed... and I am convinced it is the pharmaceutical companies trying to convince me to never go off my antidepressants again... like they have to worry after the whole anitbacterial soap thing ruined my testosterone...

They are all out to get me.. the cats told me this would happen....

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Why do we see masturbating as wrong?

Like many tubers I have done more than one video talking about how I masturbate.  For a guy it is something you do from a very young age till the day you die.  It is part of being a man, the part that nobody ever wants to talk about and I just don't get why?  What is this stigma we have towards the human body and masturbation as if there is something wrong with it?

We have a body and on it for a guy at least is a penis... why should we feel bad about making ourselves feel good?

I suppose if your religious you would say it is not wrong to masturbate as long as you don't lust after someone... which begs the question what the heck do you think about?  Would you rather have your son thinking of the dog than some girl?  Maybe that is how beastiality became a word.    Some poor guy was trying not to think about the hot girl down the road, saw a goat and had the best masturbation ever... maybe after that moment he fell in love with the goat and it become part of history. 

Likely the next argument that people will use is it pushes young boys to go online to look at porn.  I might argue that as a boy with a PC you are going to go online to look at porn regardless.  Where else are you actually going to learn about sex?  But wait no that is wrong cause porn is an addiction and you will lose all interest in actual girls... like that would ever happen..

Seriously who actually comes up with this bullshit and it is bullshit cause any guy with a penis knows that porn is simply to get the aignst out..not that you can explain it to women who actually get their feelings hurt when they find out their men still masturbate.. and the funny thing is when you are sexually active with someone you masturbate more because you want sex all the time...

To be honest it keeps you sane and faithful.. Leave it to women to not have a clue about evolution..

and you know the sad thing because of all our phobias about masturbation it never gets talked about.  Nobody talks about the fact that likely if you have a brother or dad he has jerked off in the shower and that shit is sticky.. he has jerked off over the toilet.. on the carpet.. on the bed, in a sock.. all the places that you share also..

but hey that is better than talking about it.... better than getting your kid a bunch of condoms with water based lube so he learns to use protection and can reduce the amount of time it takes to get the condom on the penis... god forbid you actually get the lube in a package that looks like shaving cream and can even double as shaving cream...so sister don't make fun of you. 

No biggie... it is only the penis and only sinful people get the HIV so who cares about teaching people how to be safe.  Ostrich sand right...

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It s so hard to teach my mom the internet...

This blog was suppose to be a place where my mom could talk about her animals or my animals.. or conspiracy theories which her and her friends talk about.. the books she reads... but alas I have enough trouble teaching my mother how to sign into facebook.. blogging.. well mom that means sending an email...which she can do but only after asking a million questions.. there should be a course to teach my mom how to not be annoying.. anyways.. here is her picture...

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Growing up with excess emotion

One of the biggest problems with being young is you know everything and yet you know nothing.  I remember when I was 18 teen I was just trying to be a really good basketball player in high school because it was the only place I ever felt normal.  The rest of the time I was a guy with too much emotion that said the wrong thing and never was really close to anyone.  It was just hard for me to make relationships because inside I was just trying to figure me out. 

That is the problem with emotional people.  This world tells you from a very young age that emotion is bad.  There is something wrong with you if you feel a lot so in many ways it takes emotional people longer to find the peace inside they so badly want.  I see this all the time when I observe emotional young people with parents getting all angry that their daughter or son isn't more like other kids.  I try to explain that is just a result of not being able to deal with the feelings they have inside.  That when a young person gets mad, has a fit usually it has nothing to do with anyone but not being able to understand or handle the craziness inside.

This is part of the reason I am so patient with Rocco although I must admit to feeling discouraged.  He is at that crazy age of 18-19 and is living the little dream of getting up at clubs and being a cover band.  He also is trying to deal with finishing school.

I want to scream at him and say you are going to regret not taking school seriously cause you are fucked in this world without a good education.  You are destined to work some dead end job 6 days a week, 12-18 hours a day just to make a living to feed your family.  Your kids are fucked cause they won't have good schooling, parents that do not go to university generally do not have kids that go to university and in mexico that leaves few options. 

See Rocco wants to be in the Rock n roll hall of fame and to be honest he might have the natural voice for it.. but I just don't know if he has the drive.  I have been doing this web stuff for the past 3 years and have seen lots of guys like Rocco who say they want to be something great but are not willing to make the sacrifices to make it happen.  I am not even talking about anything big.. just save photos in a shared folder I can get to.  Do a few cover songs with just him and the mic in front of a web cam in his room and save it to a file.  Stupid simple.  Any idiot can do that, it takes so little work but it seems like Rocco is more interested in being a cover band I guess. 

I don't know.. he loves to give me empty promises.  Do I give him an ultimatum where I say listen you have deadlines now and if you do not deliver I am going to shutdown the social cobweb I made for you online cause it makes me look bad to continue to put effort into someone who isn't willing to put effort into himself... who always has a million excuses as to why he can't do something.. actually most times he does not actually have excuses.. he simply does not seem to have any idea of keeping his word...

Last Saturday he was suppose to work with me.. I waited online for him to take the bull by the horns and he didn't even email me.. I must admit to being at my wits end.. do I really want to invest anymore time and effort into someone who doesn't seem to care about his future??

I know I am harsh and I am not saying I do not like the guy... I just need him to grow up and become a man.  I need him to be someone whose word is his honor.. who when he says he will do something he will do it and I need him to listen... to be coached persay.. cause right now even though he doesn't have his own stuff ready it wouldn't take very much work to just sing in his room..

So we will see... maybe I should just try to find another person who can do hardrock... who is serious about being successful.. I am loyal to a fault.. I wonder how this will turn out.. the thing you learn when it comes to people is few actually want to succeed enough to make the sacrifices.. and success in music, in life takes everything you got..

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